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God!… Why?

        Just came from a One2One session with Alex. And man, parang I’m so, so tanga. Like the things I should know about the past chapters of the One2One booklet ay ‘di ko masabi/alam. I was really disappointed… sa sarili ko. And what bothers me is that baka Alex/Kix would think that I’m not serious about this. Parang, I know naman what Alex is asking me kanina. But why can’t I put it into words? I’m really having a hard time to put it into words. And yeah, I’m scared of answering his questions incorrectly. Pero bakit ganoon, ‘di masyado nagsisink-in sa akin iyong mga… Argh! Bakit ganoon? Is there something wrong with me? Bakit ganoon?!

        Saka, alam mo iyong feeling na you know the answer to the question that your professor is asking. But you are thinking twice if you should raise your hand to answer the question, or you’ll remain sitted and let the oppurtunity of getting a credit for answering the question pass-by? Parang ganoon iyon eh. But in my case, there are questions na I have something to answer. But I’m not really sure if it is the right one.

        Bakit ganoon?!

        Pero I know naman na I’m in the process palang. And that I should not be too hard on myself.

Thank God! I feel lighter na kahit papaano.

5 Responses to “God!… Why?”

  1. That always happens to me kaya. Especially when I was in elementary and grade school. I’d always think 10x about raising my hand even though I know the answer, pero di ko magawa kasi nahihiya ako. What a sore loser, I am.

    Shari - October 23, 2007 at 11:59 pm

  2. i am born to be a sore loser… i guess.

    Baylon - October 31, 2007 at 11:22 am

  3. i also do that dude.. kaso kung ang takot ang paiiralin at pagdadalawang isip, tyak akong mangangamote lang talaga ako sa subject na yun…

    haha. ^_6 yakang yaka yan, tulad mo, estudyante rin ako. nararanasan ko rin yan. haha. ^_^ lalo na kapag yung prof eh mukhang nerd tapos di mahulugang toothpick..

    (by the way, i’ve seen your link in the WPP, ayos sa paraan ng pagtitipa para sa entry ah.. haha. ^_^ amkulet

    earthlotus - November 9, 2007 at 12:32 pm

  4. It happens to me rin! It’s like, parang, you know, having a feeling that the prof might devour you if you gave a maling sagot. hahaha.

    nakakatawa talaga when things are said in a conyotic way.

    wala lang. just making daan.

    Joanne - November 17, 2007 at 1:16 pm

  5. Also naman meh! But not with a supreme being, syempre with academics. Siguro we’re just so shy, or kulang tayo sa confidence kaya we’re still hesitant to raise our fucking hands for the answer!

    Lol.

    Ang banal mo na Kim. :) Weee.

    utakGAGO - November 24, 2007 at 12:13 pm

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