Hiatus

I’ll be having my hiatus once again. Man, so dami ng exams and requirements that I have to pass. Hopefully, my SOSC and HFDS exam tommorrow would turn out fine. God! Help me have my concentration and focus on my exams this week. I really feel that I’m
gonna fail my 2 exams.

I just downloaded the 7th book installment of HP(Deathly Hallows) from www.the-spine.com. And I just can’t wait to finish my exams and start reading the HP7. Although I haven’t read the HP2-HP6, I’ll start reading na the 7th. Or should I read first the 2nd to the 6th? Silly! Basta! Ako na bahala. Sige na, sige na! Babasahin ko na iyong 2nd to the 6th book.

Schedule of Exams and Requirements:
Monday, 12:00pm: Laboratory Assignment
Tuesday, 1:00pm: SOSC1(Long Quiz); 2:00pm: HFDS21(Long Quiz)
Wednesday, 7:00pm: MATH11(Make-up)
Thursday, 11:30am: SPCM1(Quiz 2)
Friday, 1:00pm: MATH11(Quiz 3)

*I’ll be updating my blog, say next week? Basta! If I can’t resist touching my computer, baka bukas palang I’ll update na my blog. I dunno. Man, so hirap malayo sa computer! FCUK!

*San Miguel’s launching a new liquor this Thursday, I think. I dunno if I’m going. But man, sayang din. For 95pesos, you’ll be drowning in alcohol na. Alcohol’s gonna be infinite! Come to think of it Kim… 

 Okay! I’ll go! 

Phew!

From time to time, we should give ourselves a treat. A sexual treat, that is. It’s either, you have sex with someone or magsariling-sikap(masturbate). In my case, I don’t have that someone. So, I’ll go with the latter.

Last night, I was browsing some suki-Pornographic site. Eh ayon, I got so wet and horny. So I continued the deed in the Comfort Room(C.R.). It was exactly 10:15pm that time. I was touching every inch of my body. Giving myself a taste of goodness. But to my surprise, someone knocked on the door(You saw that coming, didn’t you? ha-ha).

Ate ko: “Tok, tok, TOK”
Ako: “Sandali lang!”
Ate ko: “Kanina ka pa diyan ah!”

The fear of my-sister-opening-the-door-while-doing-it made it more intense. I was reaching my climax. Then, I came. I immediately cleaned up the C.R, flushed the sexual juices, and acted like nothing happened.

Good thing is, she used the C.R. upstairs due to kainipan siguro. Buti hindi niya naamoy iyong Zonrox, you know what I mean. ha-ha. ‘Coz our C.R. has no ventilation. And the smell really stays longer than expected sa normal na C.R.

Phew! That was really close. I was this close to getting caught. Buti na lang.

Lesson learned: Never masturbate even if the coast is clear. You’ll never know, you’ll never know. Shit happens!

Where Art Thou, DAD?

As a child, I only had one playmate. And she is my cousin, a girl. I never had someone whom I could play bargasan with. I was always the one who makes her cry. And I don’t blame myself for that, I love it everytime she cries. Such a cry-baby. But it always got into me every after the crying and whining, that what I did was wrong. I don’t know, but I’m also the one who pacifies her. Maybe because I am afraid to be scolded by her Mom. Or it is just the guilt that makes my heart soften. Good times.

Actually, what I’m posting today is somewhat not really related to the introduction…

I am really getting tired hanging out with girls. I never had a chance to hang-out with the ones I have the same interest. And it really disturbs me that maybe someone would think that I am gay. Just because they always see me with girls. I don’t know. But, really it is THAT disturbing for me.

Last July 29, I celebrated my Birthday(July 17). I was really excited. ‘Coz I know for sure, my barkada would come. They promised me. But, I waited for hours until I decided not to wait for them anymore. All those who celebrated with me were girls. Yeah, It is fun. But I can’t help but think of the “What-Ifs”.

What if my barkada showed up, maybe my party would’ve become more fun. What if… what if…

You know, it’s not that I don’t treat those who come(Mei, Ja…etc.) as my barkada. Actually, they are more barkada to me than the other/s(?) I don’t know. Maybe I’m just being paranoid.

*During in HS, I have 4 barkadas: (Famous)All-girls, (Not-so-famous)All-girls, (Nerdy)All-boys, and (Famous&Maloko)All-boys …the T.J. Barkada(Tropang J****).

But in the end, I thought maybe they don’t really treat me as a kabarkada. Maybe I’m just the one who keep on insisting that they are my barkada, you know what I mean? I don’t know. I really don’t know.

*Basketball is not my sport(’Coz my Dad is so busy to teach me, until nagbinata na ako at mahirap ng matuto). But actually, I’m not really into sports(except Badminton). And DOTA is not my thing. It’s not that I hate it. But it would be more pleasurable for me to surf the net and to study HTML. Maybe I’m a Nerd… Geek?… I don’t know. But I don’t even read books. ha-ha. Maybe I’m a Boy-Next-Door type of guy… so mysterious. ha-ha. Girls drooling over me? Yeah baby! Crush ng Bayan pala ha? In my dreams…

I concluded that maybe it’s because my Dad is not there with me to teach the things I should know about manhood. Kaya I’m very thankful that at least the T.J. Barkada taught me those things. From *tooot* to *tooot*. ha-ha And they helped me to somehow come out of my shell. Just a li’l.

Feeling Closer

Since I went to the “Too Fresh, Too Furious” Mini Concert, I felt like I am closer to God… Really! Like, I’m attending the Youth Jam every Wednesday, I’m going to Kix’s LIFEGroup every Tuesday, I read the Bible every time I have a chance to read it. Basta, I dunno.

But still, I can’t help but think na maybe I’m just doing this because of peer pressure. I dunno, ‘coz my friends are also attending the Youth Jam. The only difference is, I’m the only one who is like, somehow… active?

Basta! I really hope I’m doing this because I want to be closer to Him.

Man, laki ng problema ko! So shallow, no? LOL.

In One and a Half Hour

In one and a half hour, I would open my house for my friends to come in.

In one and a half hour, I would finally see my friends.

In one and a half hour, I would practice my hospitality.

In one and a half hour, I would enjoy every single second of it.

In one and a half hour, I would feel a bit older.

In one and a half hour, I’ll be sharing stories with them.

In one and a half hour, I’ll laugh my lungs out sharing every joke I know.

In one and a half hour, We’ll be singing till our tonsils fall out.

In one and a half hour, I’ll forget all my worries.

In one and a half hour, I’ll be taking photos… again.

In one and a half hour, I’ll be eating my favorite pasta dish.

In one and a half hour, We’ll be watching a movie.

In one and a half hour, I’ll be having fun.

In one and a half hour, I’ll have the time of my life.

In one and a half hour, I’ll be celebrating my post-17th birthday celebration.

In one and a half hour… 

Conyo

I’ve been very busy this past few days talaga. Man, so dami ng requirements. Have to submit my GE Plan pa this Monday. Hassle! Sometimes nga I feel like transferring to another university where there are no hassles and stuff at all. But on the brighter side naman, I’m enjoying my life here in UP. I’ve been meeting new friends here and there. It’s like fun talaga, pare. I think Cofibean’s sumasanib nanaman sa akin. I’ve been doing this conyo thing kahit with my tropa. I don’t know. BTW nga pala, I’m gonna celebrate a post-birthday party this coming Sunday. Hope you could come. It’s gonna be fun talaga. See you there.

Being Random: Pawi sa Kawalan

Too Fresh, Too Furious

The first of the many Freshman events in UP. It was a blast! I went to the event alone. I entered the room, I saw a lot of Freshman. Like, they were talking to their co-Freshman. Making friends. Talking about college stuff. While me, I just stood in one corner. Waiting for someone to approach me. Well, it happened. An organizer of the said event approached. He asked me, “Ikaw lang? Sino kasama mo?”. Then I immediately replied, “Hindi po, nasa labas pa po iyong iba”. I thought he would just leave me there, alone. But to my surprise, he introduced me to another organizer. Then, the “other organizer” introduced me to some of the Freshman. I didn’t really hear what they’re saying, so I just keep on nodding to what they say.

It was a concert pala. Fun! I sang with the crowd. They let us watch some videos. Played the raffle. blahblah. Basta iyon na iyon.

Freshman Night

Again, it was a blast! Really! At first, when I heard of this event I thought this would be just like an ordinary Acquaintance Party. But no, I read some posters and flyers… for more details, of course. Then it was a Dance Party! Woohoo! So I immediately SMSed one of my classmates in SOSC1 to get some tickets.

July 12, 8pm, kating-kati na ako sumayaw. Damn! We arrived at the venue. Man, so haba ng pila. So I was really worried na baka magstart ang event na wala pa ako sa loob. Good thing is, I’m on the VIP list pala. Along with my other HSFriends who’s currently studying in UPLB. So ayon, fun! FUN! FUN!

Alabang

I went to Alabang to treat myself for my birthday. I went shopping and watched a movie. Saya! Since noong natuto ako lumuwas, mas gusto ko na magshopping mag-isa. Wala kasing hassle sa pamimili.

HP5

Quite disappointing. The fight scenes were great. But over-all? Better stayed home. FCUK YOU UMBRIDGE!

My Birthday

Ayos naman, may mga bumati naman. Walang handa. Baka sa susunod na lamang ako maghahanda. Dapat nga this Sunday. Pero naisip-isip ko, next week na lang. tinatamad din kasi ako eh.

Happy Birthday na lang sa akin, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

VCF

VCF, Victory Christian Fellowship. Nakadalawang punta ako this week. Sa group ako ni Kiks nakasali. Tuwing Monday ang parang Bible Study ba iyon o Open Forum. I dunno.

CONFE NIGHTS, I MISHU!

I had my best YM Conference last night. I dunno, maybe because I miss them so much na nilubos-lubos ko na iyong pakikipagconfe ko with the other bloggers. And I realized, it’s so much fun to use the microphone in a Conference. Saya!

Plans This Sunday

I’m planning to watch Transformers this Sunday sa Alabang. Pero naisip ko, next Sunday na lang. Para kasabay ng Simpsons The Movie. Can’t wait, shopping uli! I need new set of clothes!

Shuffle

*Friendster saved my blog from dying. Thank you Friendster!

Put your music player on shuffle. Post the first 40 songs that come up. You can repeat artists if you want. If you have any repeats, skip to the next track.

01. ‘Di Bale na Lang - Gary Valenciano

02. Promiscuous Girl - Nelly Furtado

03. It’s Not Over - Daughtry

04. Sexy Back - Justin Timberlake

05. When She Cries - Diamond Ro

06. Never Say Goodbye - JoJo

07. Don’t Matter - Akon

08. Lose Control - Missy Elliot

09. Invisible Man - 98 Degrees

Na-Empty Battery, kaya ulit…

01. ‘Di Bale na Lang - Gary Valenciano

02. I Love You More Today Than Yesterday - Goldfinger

03. Suddenly Everything Has Changed - Haley James-Scott (One Tree Hill)

04. Think of Aaliyah - Boys2Men

05. Sinabawang Gulay - Sharlene (Knorr Commercial)

06. Have A Nice Day - Bon Jovi

07. No One Else Comes Close - Joe

08. It’s My Life - Bon Jovi

09. My Humps - Alanis Morisette

10. Never Say Goodbye - JoJo

11. Crashed - Daughtry

12. Stuck - Stacie Orrico

13. Halo - Haley James-Scott (One Tree Hill)

14. Hanging by a Moment - Lifehouse

15. Because of You - Ne-Yo

16. Promiscuous Girl - Nelly Furtado

17. The Real Thing - Gwen Stefani

18. I’m Feeling You - Santana and The Wreckers

19. Tracks of my Tears - Gavin DeGraw

20. More to Life - Stacie Orrico

21. This Ain’t a Scene, It’s an Arms Race - Fall Out Boy

22. Incomplete - Sisqo

23. Don’t Speak - No Doubt

24. Invisible Man - 98 Degrees

25. This Love - Blake Lewis (American Idol)

26. The Hardest Thing - 98 Degrees

27. You Give Love a Bad Name - Blake Lewis (American Idol)

28. Over my Head - The Fray

29. Why Don’t You and I - Santana and Alex Band

30. Fergalicious - Fergie

31. Irreplaceable - JJ

32. 6, 8, 12 - Brian McKnight

33. I Believe I Can - *Anonymous (Honey)

34. Long Way to Go - Cassie

35. I Wanna Fuck You - Akon

36. You and Me - Lifehouse

37. Sugar, We’re Going Down - Fall Out Boy

38. Buses and Trains - Bachelor Girl

39. Signed, Sealed, Delivered - Sanjaya Malakar (American Idol)

40. Lose Control - Missy Elliot

QUESTIONS:

1. Which song do you prefer, #1 or #40?

40!

2. Have you ever listened to #12 continuously on repeat?

One time, but never did it again.

3. What album is #26 from?

98 Degrees: Greatest Hits? Meron ba nun?

4. What do you think about the artist who did #15?

Nice vocals. Makes me dance.

5. Is #19 one of your favorite songs?

Yes! I love DeGraw’s songs.

6. Who does #38 remind you of?

My sister. ‘Coz she keeps on playing it on her computer.

7. Does #20 have better lyrics or music?

Yes, and the video… to die!

8. Do any of your friends like #3?

Yes, the ones who watch “One Tree Hill”

9. Is #33 from a movie soundtrack?

Yes! Paano mo nalaman? That’s from the “Honey” soundtrack. The one with Jessica Alba. Paano mo nalaman? I was really shocked!

10. Is #18 overplayed on the radio?

When it was still a hit. Way, way back.

11. What does #21 remind you of?

Me, singing my lungs out… in my room… EVERY NIGHT!!! lol

12. Which song do you prefer, #5 or #22?

22! It releases the EMO inside me.

13. What album is #17 from?

L.A.M.B. - Love, Angel, Music, Baby

14. When did you first hear #39?

During the American Idol auditions. ‘Twas Sanjaya’s audition piece.

15. When did you first hear #7?

On the radio. During my childhood days. I dunno, cannot remember.

16. What genre is #8?

Rock

17. Do any of your friends like #14?

I dunno. I think, I am the only one who have this on my playlist.

18. What color does #4 remind you of?

Violet, I dunno. Basta, there was this video that has Aaliyah in it. And I saw violet satin sheet.

19. Have you ever blasted #11 on your stereo?

No! I want it mellow. Nice and slow. Smooth!

20. What genre is #37?

Alternative Rock?

21. Can you play #13 on any instrument?

I wish! Sa keyboard sana. ‘Coz it was played on a keyboard sa “One Tree Hill“.

22. What is your favorite lyric from #30?

The Rap lyrics. I used to sing/rap it. And I am so amazed with myself every time I rap it.

23. What is your favorite lyric from #23?

“You and me, we used to be together

Everyday, together, always

I really feel, that I’m losing my best friend

I can’t believe this could be the end”

and

“Don’t speak, I know just what you’re saying

So please stop explaining

Don’t tell me ‘coz it hurts

Don’t speak, I know what you’re thinking

I don’t need your reasons

Don’t tell me ‘coz it hurts”

24. Would you recommend #24 to your friends?

Yes, to my friends who seems to like someone but treats them as if invisible.

25. Is #2 a good song to dance to?

Yes? Maybe during the 70’s.

26. Do you ever hear #16 on the radio?

Yes, and I didn’t like it at first.

27. Is #32 more of a “nighttime” or “daytime” song?

Nighttime, it’s much better to be sentimental/emotional at night. With the rain pouring. Stairing at the sky. Sooo… EMO.

28. Does #36 have any special meaning to you?

Yes, it reminds me of my 2nd year or 3rd year in high school. I really don’t remember. I think it’s on 3rd year.

29. Do any of your friends like #31?

Yes, and he’s a woman-hater. It so fits him.

30. Is #25 a fast or slow song?

Fast song. It gives me the beat (to dance)

31. Is #35 a happy or sad song?

Happy! lol. Sexual! Just the way I like it, baby! lol.

32. What is one of your favorite lyrics from #9?

My hump, my hump, my hump, my humps. They got you! (You must hear Alanis Morisette’s version!)

33. Is #34 better to listen to alone or with friends?

Either. I love making my own moves alone or and partying with my friends with this music.

34. Where did you first hear #27?

American Idol, the best week of Blake Lewis. It’s a Bon Jovi week.

35. Name 3 other songs by the artist who did #29:

*Just refer to Santana Duets Album.

36. Do you know all the words to #6?

No!

37. Does #28 have better lyrics or music?

Both!

38. What album is #10 from?

JoJo’s debut album.

Balang Araw

Ako ay patungo sa aking susunod na klase. Nagmamadali at tila kumakaripas sa paglakad sa takot na mahuli ako sa aking klase. Habang matulin na tumatakbo, ako ay napatingin sa mga bata sa loob ng isang eskwelahan. Sila ay naglalaro, ako ay natigilan. Lunchbreak ata nila, ito ay aking natanto dahil tanghali ng mga panahong iyon. Sobra akong natigilan, bumalik bigla ang mga ala-ala noong ako ay isang musmos pa lamang. Dinadalhan ng pagkain tuwing tanghali sa eskwela, nagmomoro-moro (agawan-base), at nagkukuwentuhan pagkakatapos maglaro. Tila kay bilis ng panahon, unti-unti na rin tayong natanda. Kahapon lamang ating maiisip ay nagkkrayola tayo at gumuguhit sa kung saan-saan: sa pader, sa lamesa, etc. Ngunit ngayon, ako ay kolehiyo na. Ilang taon na lamang ay makakapagtapos na ako ng pag-aaral. Ilang taon na lamang ay hihiwalay na ako sa aking mga magulang. Ilang taon na lamang at ako ay gagawa na ng aking sariling pamilya. Oo, mahirap. Talagang kay hirap isipin ang mga ito. Kaya siguro ay hindi ko muna ito poproblemahin. Edukasyon muna ang aking iintindihin. Ang pagkuha ng UNO sa lahat ng subjects. At ang pagtapos na SUMA CUM LAUDE. Kay taas ng aking mga pangarap, tila kay hirap abutin. Pero sa sipag at tiyaga, ito ay aking makakamit o kaya higit pa.  

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