Transferred to a new URL. My hoax life’s over. It’s time to come out.
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www.outtoftheclosett.wordpress.com
Peb
08
disclaimer: doesn’t apply on(/to, whatever) non-procrastinators.
making a scientific paper is not that hard as you think. all you need is patience and an iron hand. getting a grade of tres on a single scientific paper is a breeze. just take for example, the professor made a deadline. say, this friday at 12noon. you can start doing your scientific paper 7am of the due date. no drafts required, who needs draft when you’re cramming. all you need is a ruler, a pen, a pencil, references, and lots of bond paper. start with the title page, then the reference. yes you got it, start with the easy ones. it’s much better to finish a scientific paper if there’s only a little work to do. so start with the ones you know that can be finished in minutes. then voila, in 4hours (leave at least an hour before the submission. reason, for it not to look rushed) you’ll finish a complete scientific paper with a grade of tres.
tips: if you have trouble finding references. just make it up. make a unique title for a biology or chemistry book. invent an author’s name. and tadah! you have lots and lots of references to write on your literature cited. remember, professors or instructors won’t find it out that you just made up your references (unless…). but just in case, if they can’t find the books good for you. if they found the same title of the book that you wrote made up on your literature cited? don’t blame me.
P.S.(words of advice): who would want to get a grade of tres if you know in yourself that you could do better (and i know you can do better. you can do best!). so if i were you, i’ll immediately close this site. and hastily repent. this tips is just for those who’s lazy enough to do research on libraries and to those people who’s born to be a procrastinator.
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continuation…
kung napansin niyo akong nagmamadali, pawis na pawis, at nanlalagkit sa campus ng uplb. isa lang ho ang ibig sabihin nan, nagpasa ako ng scientific paper. 12mn ang submission. 11:55am ako natapos. hindi na nga ako nakapaligo. nagpalit na lamang ako ng damit, nagpabango, at nagtoothbrush. agad akong kumaripas sa biosci. naghanap. naghagulap. naghalughog. mahabang kwento. hindi ko na kailangang ipaliwanag pa. pero ilang oras din iyong paghahanap na iyon. sulit naman ng naipasa ko na. nag-iwan na lamang ako ng sulat sa aking guro na nagsasabing hindi talaga ako late nagpasa. nahuli lamang ako dahil hindi ko mahanap ang kanyang opisina. isang maliaking pagsubok ang paghanap sa guro sa totoo lang. pero sulit naman kapag makuha mo na iyong grado mo. lalo na kapag nakauno ka o nakados ka man lamang.
Peb
06
Gah! I miss my blog, the blogosphere, the bloggers, blogging, everything (concerning blogging)! Grabe, its really been a while since I opened my WordPress.com account. I dunno but for some reasons, I just can’t find time to open my account (WordPress.com). And you know what hinders me? Yes, it’s the fuckin’ networking site – which is the best, actually – Multiply.com. I dunno, but there’s something in that site that makes me get hooked addicted. Kasi naman, you can upload photos (dividing it pa into different albums), upload videos, upload videos, and all that is upload-able. ‘Di ba? It’s way better than Friendster.com.
But I’m not here to brag about Multiply.com. But to express my deep yearn for this blog, my blog. Oh God! I miss this. I miss writing in WordPress.com. The Categories bar on the right screen. The way I consume most of my time thinking for a title in my every entry. And the way my eyebrows meet whenever I think for the right word to put on a sentence. Good times.
But I guess, this is it. Sabi nga nila, “Once you go Multiply, you can never go back.” Pero kidding aside, I think I’m really hooked. It’s like A.I.D.S. Cancer, there’s no absolute cure. Today you feel better, but tomorrow’s (maybe) different.
I can still remember the day when I made my first Friendster.com account. It was like heaven. Adding friends here and there. Accepting invites even if you don’t know the invite-r just to add up your number of friends. Having your picture taken (like crazy), then scanning it to make it your Primary Photo. Those times, I think of it as another crappy moment. For some reason, I think of it as a cheap act. Friendster is like the ewwiest thing on this planet. But still, I can’t help but check it from time to time.
I know, right. You can’t really explain the feeling. It’s like Love (paano napunta sa love ang topic?!).
Anyway, they’re all the same. They just differ on how the user, obviously, uses it. And what’s really there purpose on making an account on a certain site. But it all boils down to having an account on every site. ‘Coz the thing is, you want to have everything that the Internet has to offer. You know, that’s us. We never get contented with what we have (nice, halo-halo na iyong topic.).
The moral of this entry? Get contented. BE CONTENTED!
Dis
09
Inintay kita,
Kay tagal na.Inabangan kita.
Sabi mo, mamaya na.Nagpasabi ka,
Sabi mo bukas na.Nagparaos ako,
Ngunit wala ka pa.Kailan ka ba maiuuwi.
Kailan ka ba mapapakinggan.Audio Daydream! (album ni blake lewis)
Nasaan ka na?
*Asar, lumuwas na ako para lang mabili kita. Ngunit ano ang iyong hatid? Kalungkutan. Ang kaligayahang inaasam, nalimot na. Ako’y pinaasa, ako’y pinaghintay. Sa susunod na linggo, ika’y aking ulit susubukan. Sana’y naroon ka na. At handang magpauwi, sa aking umaasam.
Anyway, ayos naman. Nagshopping naman ako sa ATC. May Crocs na din ako! Yay! CROCS! CROCS! Havaianas, move over!
Dis
07
*Tila kay tagal na rin ng ako’y huling gumamit ng wikang filipino. Kay tagal na rin ng ako’y huling bumisita rito. Kaya heto, ako’y nagbabalik. Nagbabalik ng permanente? Panahon lamang ang makakasagot.
Kapaskuhan,
Ako’y iyong puntahan.
Sa aking kahariang,
Tila isang kawalan.Kalungkutan,
Ako’y iyong dinalaw.
Matang namumugto.
Tila gustong tumulo.Kasiyahan,
Bakit ka muling lumisan.
Kay tagal kang inasam.
Ngunit sayo’y bale-wala lamang.Katapusan,
Ginulo ang aking katahimikan.
Puros katanungan nanaman,
Ang iyong hatid, O, Katapusan.
walang magawa….
Okt
20
Just came from a One2One session with Alex. And man, parang I’m so, so tanga. Like the things I should know about the past chapters of the One2One booklet ay ‘di ko masabi/alam. I was really disappointed… sa sarili ko. And what bothers me is that baka Alex/Kix would think that I’m not serious about this. Parang, I know naman what Alex is asking me kanina. But why can’t I put it into words? I’m really having a hard time to put it into words. And yeah, I’m scared of answering his questions incorrectly. Pero bakit ganoon, ‘di masyado nagsisink-in sa akin iyong mga… Argh! Bakit ganoon? Is there something wrong with me? Bakit ganoon?!
Saka, alam mo iyong feeling na you know the answer to the question that your professor is asking. But you are thinking twice if you should raise your hand to answer the question, or you’ll remain sitted and let the oppurtunity of getting a credit for answering the question pass-by? Parang ganoon iyon eh. But in my case, there are questions na I have something to answer. But I’m not really sure if it is the right one.
Bakit ganoon?!
Pero I know naman na I’m in the process palang. And that I should not be too hard on myself.
Thank God! I feel lighter na kahit papaano.
Okt
17
So yeah, I’m going to take the Finals for Math11. Lucky me. I thought I would repeat it next semester. But in Faith, I know, and I believe that I would pass the Finals tomorrow. And oh, I’m also going to take SOSC1’s Finals. Life! But you know what, I can’t complain anything about it. Maybe God planned this for me. Yeah, including the ordeals I’ve been experiencing (all my life). And maybe, just maybe, this is just a test of Faith and Trust. You know what I mean? Basta, it’s so gulo.
Maybe, after posting this entry I would start studying na. Like, I really, really, really, want to pass my Finals tomorrow. Even though I already set my mind na I’m going to repeat Math11, I won’t let this oppurtunity just pass by. Like, I really want this. I don’t want my Parents to think that I don’t deserve UP. I don’t want to disappoint them.
Siguro I won’t touch my computer muna after posting this entry. And I’m going to start na making a schedule so I would know my purpose until tomorrow. Wala lang, I just remembered a topic we discussed sa OG. Iyong, you should know your purpose, kasi kung hindi, you would end up doing things that are not really necessary/important.
Schedule for:
WEDNESDAY
3:00pm – 5:00 = Study for SOSC1
5:00 – 7:30 = Youth Service
7:30 – 10:00 = Study for SOSC1
10:00 onwards = Study for MATH11
THURSDAY
6:30am – 9:30 = MATH11 Finals
9:30 – 12:30pm = SOSC1 Finals
So yeah, that’s it. I hope masunod ko iyan. Sana talaga.
Okt
09
I just feel so tired right now. Actually, I just came from a short nap. But it seems that it’s no match with my wooziness. Fatigue could really kill me, you know. I better be resting right now. I have to gain that “energy” so I could bring home that bacon (yum!) tomorrow on our Biology 1 Pre-Fi Exam. Like, I really need to pass this exam. Call me over-acting, but it’s really a Life-and-Death situation. Finals? Removals? I don’t want them. Define nightmare, if ever I’ll be advised required to take the Finals. Just thinking of it? Ugh! “…Suicidal! Suicidal! nanana…”
*Music Courtesy of Sean Kingston’s Beautiful Girls (kakasawa na no? Just like Akon’s songs. Can’t help but compare the two artists. Like, sa sobrang makamasa nung kanta nila, it tend to be laos na. Like, the songs become (became? nangyari na ba?) became cheap na. You know what I mean?)
CONYO MADNESS! Stop it!
Okt
06
Disclaimer: Beware, another Conyo Post ahead.
Yeah, I know. It’s really been a while. A whole hell week seems to upgrade into a pure hell month. And now, guess what, I can really feel the tension and the pressure of being a UP
student.
Man, so hirap magblog ngayon. I don’t know why, pero so hirap talaga mag-isip. I guess, I have to use nanaman my conyo powers para lang makapagpost ngayon. Like, it is so hirap talaga. Define!
Well, so dami ng mga nangyari sakin since the last time I blogged.
Fuck! I think I should organize muna my thoughts sa utak ko. ’Coz parang in the end, this post
would turn out into a non-sense entry. So, better ‘wag na muna ngayon.
Man, next time nalang talaga. So hirap talaga. Just doing this for the sake of reliving my blog.
Like, my blog is so patay na kaya.P.S. Yeah, I know. Anlandi ng post ko ngayon. That’s so Conyo kaya!
Ago
18
“VCF ka ma’ya, wala naman pasok!”, an OG mate texted
Baka.
“Bakit baka?”
Sige na, punta na ako. Ha-ha
“Later!”
I really have no plans to go to the Service that afternoon. Nor hanging out at the Square, since it’s freezing cold outside. But realizing that maybe there would be something great that will happen. Yes, I decided to go to the Service. So I SMS a bloc mate right away for a company. And fortuitously, she’s planning to go to the Service as well. Then we planned a place to meet. “Tapsilogan”, that is. So I hastily took a shower. Dressed up. And swoosh, I went to the place. After meeting her, we immediately went to the Service. We found vacant seats, and sat. We chatted, talked about our courses, and laughed our lungs out.
Minutes have passed, and I guess it’s going to start anytime. And so it did. The band commenced to play. It just gets better every time. I sang, jumped, and praised Him with the crowd. It was cool! Then the music bogged down. Prayer and preaching followed. I can really relate to the topic, “Ordinary people, doing extraordinary things”. You know, not only popular or elite people can do things that can lead to a better nation. And you don’t have to be King David and the like, to praise God. It just takes guts and courage to do something. Why be afraid? King David was also nothing until he killed Goliath, right? And why feel inferior, we’re just all the same. It just happens that those who are known are the ones who dared to take the risk. So why wait, take the risk! Nothing to lose, go for it!
After the Service, we went to the rooftop to find my OG mates. We talked about the Service, shared our thoughts and insights, and prayed. They proposed a dinner, but then I refused the offer. I came up with a “No!”, fearing of feeling out of place with them. So I just accompanied a friend at the Square. We hang-out. Waited for some bloc mates. And I almost forgot, a bloc mate’s celebrating her birthday today, and she’s treating us! We ate dinner at the Corner and took a few drinks at Loata Loka. Margarita was okay, nothing compared to Martini. I didn’t get drunk, lucky me. I went home at around 10:00p.m., and arrived at exactly 10:30p.m. I immediately went upstairs and lied down at my bed. It took me a couple of hours before I slumbered.
And by that, I can call it a day(night, whatever)!
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It was Lyka who I texted to accompany me at the Service.
Anton is with Lyka when I met her at the “Tapsilogan”.
It was Kix who texted me to go to the Service and who proposed a dinner.
The HEROES Series started. Really cool video!
It was Mei who I accompanied at the Square.
It was Camille who celebrated her birthday last night. Happy Birthday Camille!
“But realizing that maybe there would be something great that will happen” = Camille treated us dinner and a few drinks. Yay!
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I’m getting confused between the use of “Who” and “Whom”.
Which is more formal to use, Text or SMS?
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5 months of not Smoking, I think it’s out of my system. But after last night‘s event, I think I’m craving for a cigarette. I don’t know, it feels strange. It’s been 5 months! 5 months! Why is it back? I don’t know what to do. I’m like a kid crying for a candy. I think I’m going to smoke later. Fuck! The temptation. Must resist!
‘Don’t know what to do. I must not find the place where I kept the box of that freaking menthol cigarette.
Gah!
